life and facts.

No no I don't want anyone to admire me. I do what I want. This my life , here id my rules my dreams my goals. Ohh really?  Really not. No need to lie to myself. Why am I covering up my insecurities behind my hard and harsh behaviour.  Yes this is true that one should not care about others opinion but one thing is certain that mostly admiration from people comes when we work according to the needs of society. May be sometimes we feel ignored but that's not always bad for us because doing something which is beneficial to us as well as to society,it takes a lot of time and hard work. And here is a point to note that when we start doing or creating something really useful, we don't do it for admiration.We want remarks from those whom we trust just for improvement and guidance to do better. So priority should be what can I do in which I can give my best. And when I start giving my best, self appreciation comes from inside which is our most powerful inspiration to go ...

Well sometimes it is an obvious question for someone, where to go... to find comfort, to be stress free, to find happiness, to find someone who understand us well etc. But actually deep inside in our heart we don't want to go anywhere because of our love for our family, friends etc. In exceptional case people really feel detached but don't find any place to go and feel free. At that point of life urge for liberation forces us to go mad or go silent but how can anyone be silent when his/her mind loves continuously talking to him/her. In this only life in which we are alive we have to face our own criticism.So what to do? Can we go somewhere without ourself? Definitely no. Actually to find comfort one has to live with oneself. Nobody likes accompanying someone who cannot live peacefully and lovingly with oneself.  A sad person cannot enjoy the beauty of nature.wherever he/she goes carrying his/her burden of sadness, finds sadness back. So where to go? Well finding thi...

When I started to experience that everything around me in the world started hurting me, I wondered how life can be so cruel to me? Nothing could make me happy.Works which I could do so easily, I even lost interest in doing them.In fact I felt change in my attitude towards moving ahead. Suddenly or slowly I don't know but it felt like every thing would be permanent and I am here only to suffer life. Losing happiness and content in life made everything like it's all about struggle.But with whom I was  struggling with? It was nothing but myself. How?  Because nobody and nothing did anything wrong to me.Actually it was my life who was trying to teach me that actually nothing is permanent here. I was just suffering changes in life because what I imagined and portrayed about myself, actually didn't work. My desires, aspirations and most important the thought of being here forever made me thinking continuously about only worldly possessions and respect from others. Her...